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Wednesday, May 10th, 2006
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things i dunno:
where im going to college
andd where to work this summer
things i know:
livejournal is coming to an enddd
proms gonna be amazzzing
sooo pumped schools gonna be out
mucho excited for the sr class trip to nyc
anddd
hating me wont make u pretty :P
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Thursday, April 13th, 2006
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Saturday, April 8th, 2006
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hey.
i have the bestest bestfriend in the whole wide world
that is all.
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Saturday, April 1st, 2006
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oh man.
for the last month, ive been pretty depresed.
ive been thinking about how im kind of becomming a bitch
and how i pretend like im not upset that a lot of people hate me
i mean, i tell myself theyre losers, and that they dont matter but i know thats not true
they are actually really nice, cool and mature people that i actually wish i was friends with
i totally understand why they all hate me, though
i AM changing for the worse
and even tho i tell myself that i am WAY cooler than them
in reality, im not
i mean its actually been really hard for me
i cry a lot
i just wish that everyone that hates me
would just stop
bc its making my life awful.
APRIL FOOLS BITCHES! HAH!
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Thursday, March 16th, 2006
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hey guys
my gma died on tues nite
that why i havent been in school
im not really sad
not bc im a bad person or bc i didnt love her
cause i did.. a lot
but ever since my mom died ive had a funny way of dealing with things
esp death
ehhh i dunno
thats not my main reason for updating tho
i like who i am right now
anyone can say whatever bullshit they wanna say
but thats really all it is. buuuullllshiitttt.
think- is there something you would change about yourself?
i got nothing
im not saying im perfect
but im soooo happy with myself and how i am right now
and im sorry that all of the people that hate me arent
maybe you will be someday
but please, for now, lay off me k?
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Monday, February 27th, 2006
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hey guess what?
life is good
...except for my silly cold
the penis game is by far the greatest game invented
i will never lose
oh yeah i quit chamber choir cause im sweeet like that
wow. i cant wait til summer.
i wanna have a picnic on a beach
and read books that dont challenge me at all
and be reeeeal tan
:) !!
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Sunday, February 26th, 2006
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dyar06: i think i dont like my pic cause it looks like i am wearing lipstick
starASHLEEEstar: you were
dyar06: i dont remember that
starASHLEEEstar: you wouldnt
starASHLEEEstar: you were drunk
dyar06: shut the fuck up
dyar06: are you freal
starASHLEEEstar: danny.
starASHLEEEstar: no.
dyar06: phew
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Friday, February 17th, 2006
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1. What time is it? 709
2. What's your full name? Ashley Marie Rice
3. Whats on your mind right now? im waiting for this boy to pick me up so we can CHILL
4. What is the most recent movie that you saw in a theater? when a stranger calls
5. Place of birth? Sharon, Pa
6. Favorite food? popcicles
7. What's your natural hair color? i think its brown
8. Ever been to Alaska? nope
9. Love someone so much it made you cry? haha yeeeah but it was a mistake
10. Been in a car accident? yeah
11. Croutons or bacon bits? bacon
12. Favorite day of the week? saturday
13. Favorite Restaurant? joes crab shack
14. Favorite Flower? pretty ones
15. Favorite sport to watch? curling
16. Favorite Drink? i loooove smoothies
17. Favorite ice cream? mint
18. Disney or Warner Brothers? disney
19. Favorite fast food restaurant? mcdonalds
20. What color is your bedroom carpet? white
21. How many times have you failed your driver's test? 0
22. Before this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail? something from ae
23. What do you do most often when you are bored? uhh.. this
24. Bedtime? around 11
25. Wheres your favorite place to shop? hollister/ae
26. What is your favorite song? at the moment control myself by ll cool j and jlo
27. Whats your favorite time of day? all timme
28. Favorite TV shows? anything comedy central
29. What are you currently reading? a seperate peace
30. Ford or Chevy? no preference
31. What are you listening to right now? radio
32. What is your favorite color? greeeen
33. How many tattoos do you have? 0
34. How many pets do you have? 1 dog
35. was this gay and a waste of your time? YES
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Monday, February 13th, 2006
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im ready to
be sure i never become that way again
cause who i am hates who ive been
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Sunday, February 12th, 2006
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and i appologize for what i did to ya
cause what you did to me
i did to you
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you know what i HATE ?
the day after
you know when you look forward to something for a while
and then it happens
and its awesome
and then theres the day after
when what ever you do, it most likely wont compare to the day before
i am addicted
to temporary highs
damn you day afters.
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Friday, February 10th, 2006
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i really like my life right now
like, a lot
but if i could have one thing back
that would just make my life completly perfect
it would def be
...being a size 0 again
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Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
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i feel kinda bad...
... but im hardly effected by all this drama
and i think its funny how people have to make things up to make it sem like im doing something wrong
lets get this straight :
-i DID drink on new years
-i am NOT kicked off natural helpers
-i havent accused ANYONE of telling on me. so dont put words in my mouth.
-i DID get the rights for the play... and it wasnt my decision to cancel it, it was lizes
-i havent been attacking ANYONE, ive only been defending MYSELF
-i CAN do things without dannys help
-having CONFIDENCE does not make me vain
-i DID replace kelly fast.. whats wrong with that?? if i was crying all the time youd say stuff too
go ahead and lie
everyone that actually matters know the truth
and at the end of the day.. its ME whos still smiling :)
and yes
i am still happy
maybe even MORE :)
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Monday, January 30th, 2006
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what a weekend
college boys are my fave
but one of them especially ;)
thankss linzzzzzy :D
i could tell you some storys
but then id have to kill you
im kinda afraid of some of the pics that were taken
haha
ooooopsss :P
phantom of the opera was awesome
especially at the end when the phantom waved a steelers towel during his curtain call
sooo goooood
i think the musicals gonna be awesome this year.
its been a while since i could say that
it will make up for the cancelled fall play
anybody want rights to arsenic and old lace ? haha
caaaaause i dont have anything to do with them now
i REALLY like that song by cascadda called everytime we touch
ya know, for the first time in a while, im happy
for real
lifes too short to not be happy
sooooO be happy :)
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Tuesday, January 24th, 2006
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so i got dumped because of my lack of confidence
and i lost friends because of my excess of confidence
??? wtf ???
im sorry that sometimes i like myself
and im sorry that sometimes i dont
the only thing thats worse than being talked about is not being talked about
if it wasnt for everybody else, i wouldnt know what to think of myself
errrrnttt
ps. im REALLY sorry that i was sad about being dumped.. i would say that i wont talk to you about it next time... but i didnt even talk to you in the first place ???
its good to know who my real friends are
kbye
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Saturday, January 14th, 2006
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play auditions were today
and im not worried
no. im not that confident.
but i realized that if i dont get the lead, more people would be happy than sad.
dont get me wrong.. i REALLY want it.. its my senior year and i wanna go out with a bang.
butttt i guess its not that big of a deal..
or something.
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Thursday, January 12th, 2006
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i need to get away
i need to go somewhere until everything is over
causeee i cant take it anymore
but that=not happening
?: how can people who go out of their way to be nice to people get treated so bad?
^rhetorical^
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